
on the verge of tears contemplating my worst fears realizing how my weakness has devastated my sweetness longing for comfort not to be found on the verge of tears remembering all the years regretting loss of happiness standing amidst my self-made mess longing for the love to which i'm bound eyes wet with tears choking lump of fears throat flush with regret mind wrought with fret words cannot express the desperation i confess the next step is hard yet lay before the reward too close to tears patiently expecting the jeers how could i have fallen eyes so wet and swollen